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| I don't know why I get upset about the things that I can't change or the things I have no idea about.
Everything is just so confusing sometimes and it's hard to figure out what exactly God is trying to tell me or has planned for me. I want things to be simple, so that I can make the decisions and be the one who's in control. I know God has great things planned for me, but is it wrong or selfish to want something for myself? Something that I don't know if it will benefit or mislead me, but something I want to happen all for myself and right this moment. It's just frustrating to think about day after day, while I continually pray for guidance and wisdom in all walks of life. I'd like to think that I wouldn't be thinking selfishly, if I could only have this one desire. It's hard just standing back, watching everything around me in a blur. I feel in some ways things should happen immediately and I shouldn't have to wait for the things I want. I know God places me in situations to see how well I handle them; to try and overcome them. I just wish things weren't so complicated and confusing. Maybe I'm over thinking things like I usually do, which causes me to get upset.
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| I pray that God will help me to truly find out who I am and what I am meant for.
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Can you feel the pains in life?
Wrapped around you like they're chains
Restricting all your dreams
Do you wonder if there is a way?
A way to set you free
Set you free
So tell me all your dreams
Tell me all your fears and what you're longing for the most
It's not another way
That'll end up the same for it's under my control
Do you feel the winds of change?
Soon this weight will fall away
And take you to a place
Only found through these winds of change
A breeze that's new and free
New and free
So tell me all your dreams
Tell me all your fears and what you're longing for the most
It's not another way
That'll end up the same for it's under my control
I'll be the one who you can cry to
The one who will give you wings
I will give you wings
Someday we'll sail away
Mounted up on wings like eagles
We will run and will not fade away
So tell me all your dreams
Tell me all your fears and what you're longing for the most
It's not another way
That'll end up the same for it's under my control
I'll be the one who you can cry to
The one who will give you wings
I will give you wings
The one who will give you wings
I will give you wings
To set you free
The one who will give you wings
I will give you wings
To set you free
The one who will give you wings
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| Two posts in only a matter of a couple days. I haven't got anything better to do at the moment, since I'm not tired yet, so I thought that I would make a post.
For anyone that still happens to read xanga, well my xanga that is, this post is going to be sort of a participation post, if that is the right word to use, so I would like some feedback.
Over the past week or so, I've been on the prowl again, as if I hadn't been already, and was just thinking about entering the dating scene once again. Here is the part where the "participation" comes into play. How do you ask someone that you've never met before to go out with you? This isn't a matter of being shy or anything like that because as most of you know, I'm not as quiet as I was when I left last year. I just don't know what to say. Do you just walk up to the person and immediately ask them out or do you introduce yourself first and then try to break into small talk? Either way, I'm at a loss for words because I've seen the girl I want to ask around a lot, but we haven't talked yet.
The comments can now commence.
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| I'm really glad my roommates gank things from me without asking such as food, drinks and now apparently a whole stack of my styrofoam plates (around 50) has gone missing.
I hate to be the bad guy and confront the person that's been doing it, but after a package of hamburger buns, a pizza, milk, ham, bottled water and now a stack of plates, something needs to change.
It has actually come down to me writing my name on the stuff that I buy.
How sad.
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